Wednesday, April 04, 2007

just finished drinking coke. love ko ang coke. coke addict forever. haha.

the idea that im turning 20 in a few weeks time just won't sink in. it's unacceptable. kadiri. i just realized that i've been through so much in just 20 darn years... my life is not exactly MMK worthy but it has its own spice.

in a span of 20 years, i became a battered child, i became the smartest girl in the whole batch once and had my share of 73's, 74's and 75's.(muntik ko nang makumpleto ung line of 7.galeng! haha) i ran for student council twice and also lost twice.(dead kid ampota.) from an all girls school, i moved to another all girls school. i got busted twice by a girl who i barely knew. i fell in love, got my heart broken, fell in love again and got my heart broken twice and now i have a boyfriend.:) i turned 18 and had a party fit for a princess na may kasamang sayaw with a prince.(yihee.:P) and im glad i met friends whom i would surely keep until the day i die. im about to spend my last year in college and im hoping it would really be my last:D

andami pang nangyari na di ko na binanggit at andami pang pwede mangyari. this is just the first half of the rest of my sick life. i hope 20 is not as bad as 17,18 and 19. i do hope my next years will be ok and i hope i do better this time. nakakatakot lang because i feel like im not ready for the real world yet. i strive for independence but reality of independence scares me. nakakatakot lang. takot ako mag 20. hay.

(4:56 PM)