Monday, July 16, 2007

tangina sinong niloko mo.

it's just sad that it feels like im trying too hard to make things work pero futile ang aking efforts because he seems to have not gotten over his "someone" from the past. nakakairita nag-eemo nanaman ako. pati tuloy ung pinedicure ko kulay black na nail polish. im sorry nairita lang ako. why did we even talk about assurances and promises when he would eventually tell me that i should be a bit worried that they saw each other again. bakit? is there still room in his heart for her? am i not making him happy? ano to, tinatanga nanaman niya ako? im the most paranoid person on earth when it comes to trust issues. it sucks that it had to be now that i will be pestered by this because this week is my period week and im pretty sure i will be extremely emotional in the next few days. naiinis ako because he tells me not to worry, then he tells me to be. im starting to think it was wrong to have gotten into this relationship because i feel he's not ready to commit yet or he has not really made up his mind. or maybe he's just too fickle. WHY ARE MEN SO GOD DAMN FICKLE?

i don't want to cry over this but i think i will.



stop making promises you can't keep and stop telling me you love me when you're making me feel like im not making you happy. bakit merong room for feelings and falling kung masaya ka naman sakin. putanginang logic yan. it doesn't make sense at all.




if you can't keep up with me, if you can't love JUST ME, then i don't need you anymore.

(6:58 PM)