Monday, July 23, 2007

obvious na wala talaga akong magawa. actually meron akong magagawa, di ko lang mafigure out bakit di ako gumagalaw.

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im trying to find it in my heart to be sad. i guess i am, it's just that i have not found the right person to trigger my sadness. ewan ko. feels like it's also okay with him na tapusin na namin to. well good for him. im sure kating kati na sha makita at makausap si dharlene dahil wala na kami. punyeta gusto ko na talagang maging malandi ulet. <---ganon?malandi ba ako hahahahaha.

if he wants to talk to me, he has to make time for me, not the other way around. i know i have all the time in the world. if he thinks i just don't want to talk to him, yes it's definitely true. friends parin ba daw kami? ULOL. he had that one chance to make it up to me, he ruined it so he might as well suffer the consequences. i don't want to be friends with him. that's the way it should be. im not stupid. i really don't want to talk to him at all. (kasi pag nag-usap kami baka matrigger ang aking emotions at bigla akong ngumawa.) mas gusto ko magtapangtapangan kesa umiyak sa harap niya. hayop sha.



well at least i beat him to it. ako ang nakipagbreak. okay na yun no. mantakin mo naman kung sha makipagbreak sakin, ang gwapo naman niya.






sige magpapanggap pako na hindi ako apektado.



ang tagal naman ng e-mail ni mat. grabehan. i need to drown myself with work.

(8:25 PM)