Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i dreamt i was crying a river because boyfriend made me cry. nakakairita, even in my dreams, i refuse to believe that there is a need to cry. i am still super bothered by what is happening to our relationship right now. im trying my best not to think about it. i try to have fun with my brothers pero pag nag-iisa nako sa kwarto, i think about it again. bwisit. tapos feeling ko pa medyo cold na sha. putangina. putangina ng lahat ng nangyayari ngayon.
kamon. yesterday was my first day, adding to the shit i feel right now.
(9:56 AM)