Saturday, August 04, 2007

starting today, i will work on the chapter 1 of my thesis. no more hanky panky and slacking off. kelangan ko na magstep up. working non-stop actually helps me not to think about him, which is good because last week, it's the exact opposite. i couldn't get anything done because i was too sad and i couldn't stop thinking about him. now, i still think about him sometimes but life goes on for me. i was able to finish my petron and my tv art.now i'll be finishing my gondola and my thesis survey. i mean, there's no time to be sad. im just so busy. ewan. busy busyhan. and i've been eating like a pig. i just can't stop eating. probably because of depression but that's good because i will start gaining weight again. actually gusto ko din magparty hehe. i want to dance like no one's watching, something i haven't done in a long time. mangyayari din yan, i can feel it hehehe.

i've been exchanging messages with andy for like a week or something. i feel weird because it's an online thing. pero no doubt, ang pogi niya. naisip ko lang, people put their best pictures online. i know andy and im sure he's good looking because i remember him way back high school days pa. e sha, baka kala niya ang ganda ko just because i look really good in some of my pictures. haha ang di niya alam, im a 20 year old stuck in a 6th grader's body.:P anyway, we'll see what happens.


for the record, he was the one who added me and messaged me first. taray!






i'll get better soon. when that time comes, i will forget all about you.

(5:25 PM)