Tuesday, September 18, 2007
friends come and go. it's a fact of life we should all get used to. but when you lose a friend whom you love dearly for reasons you really cannot avoid, it just gets to you.
pam is one of the people i love dearly and it's sad that she had to move to a place far away. we joked about it, how she would just send us her pictures via e-mail with captions that mentioned something about her being a milkmaid and a shepherd in new zealand. nakakatawa talaga kasi pag sinasabi naming new zealand, may humihirit ng birch tree. sa totoo lang, natatawa parin ako pag naiisip ko yung birch tree. anyway, pam left today. i got her last text message at 4 in the morning. i felt bad because for some reason i don't know, di lang talaga ako nagising. kung nagising lang ako, i would have called her before she left. nakakainis lang. sana lang nagising ako.
im sad that pam left but im pretty sure i really didn't lose a friend because as far as i know, pam will always be my friend and no matter how far she is, she will be there for me in the way she knows how. ganun si pam. she may not be around all the time but she makes it a point na pag kailangan sha, she's there to help somehow. waaaah pampot ngayon palang namimiss na kita. :( i do hope things work out well for her and her family.
(12:19 AM)