Wednesday, September 05, 2007

did you know when you go it's the perfect ending to the bad day i was just beginning?



grabe. this week is so close to hell. it's only wednesday and i down to my last 200 pesos. jusme aabot ba ako sa friday?

if there is an award for the worst boyfriend, he would have gotten a truckload of trophies. yeah i know all i do is whine and whine and whine. (and for all i know ako din pala ang worst para sa kanya. haha.) eh. naiinis lang ako because he has this thing for asking me to do stuff for him which most of the time i do naman. ang kaso, when it's me who asks him to do stuff for me, he makes some kind of lousy excuse to get out of it. alam ko kanina gumagawa siya talaga ng survey for his thesis. parang nainis lang ako kasi nagpapasama ako magsurvey sa kanya pero di niya ako sinamahan, dahil nga sa survey niya. ok naman sakin un e. naiinis lang ako dun sa fact na the other day, he completely ruined my sked by asking me to accompany him to the library which i did naman wholeheartedly. basta super nasira sked ko kasi mag-aayos pako sa exhibit tapos kelangan ko shang unahin muna kasi sha yun e. life is really not fair. ako naman i would do anything to help him out e. it sucks that sometimes i need him to be there for me and he just isn't. this is really not working for the both of us. he doesn't make me happy and i don't think he will even try to. well he used to. i guess things are different now. love really isn't lovelier the second time around. like they said, you can always light a cigarette twice but it doesn't taste quite the same. anyho, im still trying to be optimistic despite everything.



but it doesn't change the fact that i am still pissed at him for being insensitive. kaya mas gusto ko nang magshota ng babae e. buti pa ang babae maiintindihan ang kapwa babae. hay ewan.




ewan ka. EWAN TALAGA! tamo, initials ng Ewan Talaga ET. parang Eric Tayag. bwisit na boypren.

(5:21 PM)