Thursday, December 08, 2005

no school today..but still have school stuff to do..so it's still like school only im at home doing schoolwork...crap...im craving for so much sleep...so i woke up at 11am...i am extremely bored right now...i just finished scanning mafe's pictures for her upcoming debut....grabeh now i know how it feels like to scan so many pictures...eep sorry kuya,mat and boogie...anyway i liked the videos...kaya sulit naman ung pagod niyo..hihi...

ad design sucks because of maam nadi..she's so hard to please...and...she's so bitchy...bitchy women make me bitchy...slutty women make me bitchy too..i know someone who's slutty and she infuriates me...harhar...okay i'll stop being mean..i just hope mat goes with me on saturday..because if ever maan shows up with lanlan, i'll be needing mat beside me...im terrified...i have this stupid case of melodrama everytime i see the boy i like with someone else specially if that somebody else is a friend...no a BESTFRIEND...tramp...boy stealer...hay that's life..maybe lanlan liked her better...or maybe she's more likeable and im not..the problem with me is i always need affirmation to feel better...i always think i need a boy to confirm that i am an okay person and that i am likeable...ewan...it's just that, nobody ever admitted to seriously liking me..usually this thicked faced boys say they were only overwhelmed by their feelings...overwhelmed amputa....why am i not good enough for anyone?it just makes me wonder...im nice naman..im just...mataray? wala lang...e kasi kung lahat nalang ng babae give away, nasan ang spice ng buhay? wala lang...im just one of those ultra manang girls who still think conservatively...yeah whatever..i try to loosen up naman once in a while...it's just that i still don't want to be like those other girls who try to get every boy they get their hands on...

oh well...i add spice to life...


ah basta crap sana tlga mat goes with me on saturday..just glad he does not have anything bad to say about displaying for me..hihihi

(12:00 PM)