Monday, January 09, 2006

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

Pablo Neruda

(11:48 PM)

im a terrible student. to make up for the singko i got on my last plate in ad design, i promised not to cram on my next plate. promises are meant to be broken, so there im not even halfway through the second board. and i still have the product visual to finish on the first board. and i have a portrait to do which is to be submitted on thursday. ay jusmeh so much for trying not to cram. give me some drive!

oh i just remembered, we're drawing noe's portrait for drfl class. i used to have a crush on noe because he's harry potter look alike and he came from ateneo.[hay nako noh lahat naman nahumaling sa mga atenista.haha] e yun, that was before, like first sem of my first year in college. he was really cute back then. ngayon ok lang normal nalang. i see him everyday kaya wala naren. he even dropped me off at ever one time because i had no ride home.e kung siguro crush ko pa sha nung nakisakay ako e di panalo sa front seat pako umupo hahaha. e yun wala lang.naalala lang.

huhuhu im so tired.been working the whole's a good thing something's keeping me going kundi baka natulog nalang ako. finally im done with the invitation.just need to go to UP shopping center tomorrow to check the prices. at least pag napaprint na that's one task down. all i need to worry about is the script shit. im not upto that scripted hosting thing. i'd rather say stuff spontaneously. but then again, that's going to be dangerous.baka magkamali ako bigla akong magmura hahaha.

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu[oi ang haba.] pe nanaman bukas. i hate pe days. i hate pe. i hate sports. well maybe not basketball, swimming, table tennis and running.i just hate volleyball[not because of the wata history ahahaha]. it's just a sport im not good at,will never be good at and will forever refuse to be good at. punyeta kelan ba kasi tatanggalin sa corriculum ang pe?

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu must not cram. must do work. must go to bed.yes must go to bed or else late sa pe bukas.haha

how is mat? just the power vested in me, i now give myself the right to worry. hahaha whatever.

(11:02 PM)

punyeta. oo na masaya nanaman ako.:) ♥

(2:09 AM)