Saturday, April 28, 2007

hahaha nakita ko na ung video ni bruce na sinasabi ni ceska.HAHAHAHAHA:P

(3:00 PM)

love breaks your heart,
love takes no less than everything,
love makes it hard,
and it fades away,
so easily...


what i learned yesterday:

-the sweetness fades after the first month.
-once you're made human, you will be human for the next 6 months.
-no matter how ugly he is, when you're in love, you're in love.
-nothing can ever come between a boy and his love for basketball.
-maturity should come from the girl.
-you will always have to understand.
-it hurts when he makes you feel like he's too busy to talk to you.
-it hurts more when he sounds like he's forcing himself to talk to you.
-you're not allowed to compare but you still do and it sucks.

-true friends are those you can laugh with like there's no tomorrow.
-no matter how flat chested you are, you will have the guts to wear a two piece when you're swimming with them.
-they will spoil you no matter what.
-they offer the best advice even if they need advice themselves.
-you definitely love them more than your boyfriend.
-vices don't feel like vices when you're doing it with them.
-walang diet diet.
-we're all hot in each other's eyes.


actually, im really sad today. i didn't cry last night but my eyes feel all cried out. namumugto yung mata ko. don't exactly know if it's because of the chlorine from the pool, which i failed to wash off.(because i didn't wash anything at all.i went straight to bed as soon as i got home.) all i know is im just sad.

the distance and everything else that he's doing right now sucks. i hate texting, and the not replying part, I HATE IT MORE. i hate the fact that he's far away. i hate it that he likes basketball. i hate it that he doesn't talk nonsense. i hate his english.(okay foul) i hate it that he's cold.grabe. i've never been this sad. (nag-e-emote lang ako.i've experienced days worse than this.) it sucks that it seems like he doesn't miss me at all, or that he doesn't have time to tell me that. it makes me even more sad that it has only been a month since we've been together and he's not sweet anymore. HUHUHUHU.

i hate this! i hate me ranting over one person. i hate this! im supposed to be an independent woman! i don't need a man to make it happen nga e! huhuhuhu. this is pathetic.


im preparing myself for tomorrow. i have a feeling there's going to be screaming and objects flying around the house. im scared. i think there's also going to be crying tomorrow....hay... i wonder when this problem is going to end...:(

(1:46 PM)

1. How tall are you barefoot?
- baka 5 flat. minsan may half an inch na nakakalusot hehe.

2. Have you ever smoked?
- yes and i still do

3. Do you own a gun?
- no

4. who is/are your best friends?

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting
the parents"?
- hahaha.. i met someone else's parents and it was weird because he wasn't my boyfriend but i felt the need to keep myself prim and proper.

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
- masarap hahaha

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
- jingle bell rock. mean girls version hehe.

8. What do you prefer to drink in the
- usually coffee pag sinisipag magtimpla.

9. Can you do push ups?
- oo pero hanggang tatlo lang hahaha

10. Is your bathroom clean?
- kinda. if you share a bathroom with two boys, it's impossible to keep it clean

11. What's your favorite piece of
- bangles

12. Do you like painkillers?
- yes

13. What is your secret weapon to lure
in the opposite sex?
- hmmm... ewan. may weapon ba ang mga manang?

14. Do you own a knife?
- nope

15. Do you have A.D.D.?
- minsan siguro hahaha

16. Middle Name?
- capinpin

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact
- boyfriend
- tomorrow
- thesis

18. Name 3 things you have bought:
- swimsuit
- lunch at wendy's
- i cannot remember

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
- water
- coffee
- coke

20. What time did you wake up today?
- 9am

22. Current worry?
- tomorrow's riot

23. Current hate?
- boyfriend because the sweetness has faded

24. Favorite place to be?
- my room. hahaha

25. Least likely place to be?
- hmm... wala naman.

26. Where would you like to go?
- thailand

27. Do you own slippers?
- a bunch of dirty old slippers

28. What are you wearing?
- Shirt at shorts

29. Do you burn or tan?
- im tanned

30. Favorite color(s)?
- yellow and pink

31. Would you be a pirate?
- no

32. Last time you had an alcoholic
- yesterday

33. What songs do you sing in the
- sige ikembot, sige ikembot, ikembot mo all around.HAHAHA

34. What did you fear at night when
you were a child?
- chanak.

35. What's in your pockets right now?
- nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
- it's a secret but it was funny

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
- i still use it until now, colorful sha basta i love it.

* where are items #38 and #39 *

40. How many TVs do you have in your
- 4

41. Who is your loudest friend?
- MAAN hahaha

42. Who is your most silent friend?
- hmmm... wala lahat kame palengkera

43. Does someone has a crush on you?

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
- yes.:P

45. What is your favorite book?
- madami

46. What is your favorite candy?
- hmmm...dahil parati ako meron non, palagay ko mentos

47.What song do/did you want played at
your wedding?
- kung ikakasal ako, looking through the eyes of love.HAHAHAHAHA

48. What song do you want played at
your funeral?
- barabimbaraboom.hahaha joke lang. ewan ko.

49. What were you doing 12 AM last
- nagsesenti sa kama. tangina niya kase.

50. What was the First thing you
thought of when you woke up?
- goodmorning love.

(12:54 PM)