Saturday, March 31, 2007

im sad. it sucks that you're not here to cry with me.

i already told my mom and of course, like i expected, she's not happy to know na kami na. magkakaboyfriend rin lang daw ako e sha pa. nalulungkot ako because i know my mom is really picky when it comes to people, or particularly ung mga magiging boyfriend/girlfriend namin. naiinis ako dahil sinabi ko pa talaga sakanya dahil i don't want to hide things from her. apparently it's not hiding that matters to her. yung tao lang. naiinis ako kasi feeling ko if it were another person, ayos lang sa kanya. nakakairita lang. just because i don't talk about eric as much as i talk about allen or mat doesn't mean i don't know anything about eric. kilala ko sha, in fact mas kaibigan ko pa sha kesa kay allen. naiinis ako kase ang saya saya ko pa naman ngayon (well di mashado kase namimiss ko sha hehe:P) tapos di niya magawang maging masaya para sakin. naiinis ako kase it seems like she really won't settle for anybody kundi ung gusto lang niya. nakakainis e pano kung di ko gusto ung gusto niya. naiinis talaga ako. ang tangatanga. nakakaasar. i remember my dad saying something like di naman si donna ung ayaw ni mama. ayaw lang talaga ni mama sa kahit sinong tao para samin. nakakatanga lang. alam ko naman na di kagwapuhan si eric pero gusto ko sha kasi sweet sha. she mentioned something about looks nung naguusap kami kanina. (na actually moment na niya kasi she did all the talking.) i mean, come on un na nga ung point ko e. im not superficial. it doesn't matter kung di sha artistahin (like that other boy i used to know), kasi what matters to me is that he likes me for who i am and he takes care of me. hindi ba un ung pinakaimportante. un lang naman ung hinahanap ko e. ung makakakita ng worth ko. kung si christian bautista ka naman pero kasing sungit ka ni allen, wag nalang.




nako nakakaasar. sana andito ka para iconsole ako. it's all about you anyway. apparently nageenjoy ka sa malaysia kaya di mo pako tineteks gamit ung roaming ng nanay mo....huhu i miss you. i wish you could just cry with me....




imagine, i cried because of you.

(1:06 PM)