Tuesday, September 04, 2007
this day sure was an experience and a lesson all in one. it was my first time to conduct a survey and to personally ask people the questions themselves. the only word i can use to describe the first attempt was "diyahe". I was really shy that i actually ate my words when i spoke to them. nakakahiya mehn but i eventually got the hang of it because the next ones were just a breeze. kahit ung mga tumanggi sakin, i just politely said thank you and walked away. nakakapawi naman ng pagod yung mga nag-atubiling sumagot. sana marami ulet magsagot sa hospital tomorrow.
ang lola mo magmomodel sa harap ni dean, ni regent at ni maam que bukas. susuot ko kase ang bagong blazer na ippropose ni sir manago na gagawing part ng CFAD uniform. o my lord, ang baduy ng kulay pero in fairness okay ang fit saken. un lang ang aga nung meeting bukas, 930. kamusta naman.
ang arte ko alam ko. naiinis lang ako kasi pagod na pagod ako ngayon pero di niya ako nagawang kamustahin. wala na shang ibang inatupag kundi yang punyetang si kobe. don't get me wrong, si kobe bryant ang favorite basketball player ko. naiinis lang ako kasi parang walang pakialam sakin si tayag kundi ang ipatanong lang sakin kung pano makakahagilap ng ticket ni kobe. ano ko taga-ticketnet?? oo pinagiingat nga niya ako pero sobrang boring niya katext tlga ngayon. this is what i really don't understand, when we were friends, we could talk about everything and anything under the sun. ngayon, all we talk about is him, him and him. what about me, me and me? di bale nang wag na tayo magkwentuhan today, HELLO, PAWIIN MO NAMAN YUNG PAGOD KO. call me selfish but ever since we got back together, he hasn't done anything extraordinary for me. well, except to visit me in front of my friends but that's the only thing he has done so far. anyway, im trying to be more optimistic. i am hoping that when he isn't busy anymore, we well spend time together and everything will be okay again.
gaaaah one day i will wake up and i will be happy again.