Tuesday, October 16, 2007
henaketch. na-at home na mashado si rico dito sa kwarto ko. nawawalan nako ng privacy. privacy achuchoochoo. hehe. ewan ayoko lang talaga ng may kasama sa kwarto. si mommy lang ang komportable ako. maarte ako.
it's only tuesday, technically the first day of my sembreak. im already bored.
i finished reading deathly hallows this afternoon. nagandahan ako sa lahat, except for the part where they already had kids. parang naging corny. nakornihan ako dun sa mga pangalan ng anak ni harry. it's like two teen sweethearts thinking of what to name their kids. parang yung sa nobelang sinusulat namin nila maan nung highschool tapos ung pangalan ng mga anak namin ni gec chia ay george at christian dahil ang full name ni gec chia ay george christian teo chia. haha jologs amputa. i kind of like ron's kids' names better, rose and hugo. di ba parang pinag-isipan. at talagang nag-abala pa akong magcomment sa mga pangalan. anyway, overall, the book was really good. jk rowling is a fantastic author. it's sad that it's the last installment. super gusto ko ang harry potter. i have all the books except the 5th one. i want more books to read.
it's funny that i realized this now, but reading has really helped me a lot. im not saying this because i just finished reading a book. i've always wanted to read a lot of books. actually, i've been reading books since i was in gradeschool.(duh shmpre nag-aaral ako kelangan tlga magbasa i mean reading for pleasure ha. ) i borrow books from the library. i used to like reading the cluedo books. gusto ko ung mga mystery eklat. ewan, nakakatuwa kasi pag ung hinuhulaan mo kung sino ung pumatay dun sa certain character tapos un pala di pa pala sha patay, finake lang ung death niya. haha basta. i also read the sweet valley books, mula sweet valley kids hanggang sweet valley university. haha o dba si tom pala at si jessica nagkaroon ng thing, e diba si tom yung boyfriend ni elizabeth. anyway, i think reading has helped me be a better writer. not a better writer in the sense that i write marvelous things. i just realized i don't find it hard to compose my paragraphs. i may not write palanca worthy compositions but i can easily expound on things and i would like to think that i am articulate.
i hope kids today realize that reading is important. reading doesn't only help you with the way you write. reading also helps you how to speak well because you can learn a lot of new words from reading. before, my mom actually wanted me to learn 5 words from the dictionary everyday. i tried that for a week. i found it boring so i stopped. hahaha. anyway, reading doesn't only help you learn your vocabulary. reading gives you something to talk about. diba masarap magkwento pag marami ka din alam? parang general information din. knowledge is power, so nourish your mind. READ. if i had all the time and the money in the world, i will buy myself a book and read as often as i can.
boyfriend is in nueva. wala lang parang namiss ko lang sha kahit kasama ko naman sha kahapon. we just had an ordinary afternoon. kumain kami sa mcdo, tapos nagkwentuhan lang kami then watched tv at his dorm. i actually expected us to go out and watch a movie but we didn't. i was kind of upset at first because he said he was hoping to see me but he didn't make plans at all, e pero ok narin. we will be seeing more of each other this sembreak because i promised him i would be accompanying him to his interviews. i have this funny feeling we will be having a class together but we won't be sitting beside each other.
im a brat. he always puts up a fight. then, we kiss and make up. i already know how to say sorry and i can say it now straight to his face. im becoming a better person, i think. hehe.
my thesis prof just told me i got a 1.0. im torn. im supposed to be happy about it but i feel i really don't deserve it. sabi niya i deserve it daw, i should keep up the good work so he won't regret giving me the grade. honestly, may effort naman ako, un nga lang, basing it on my standards of effort, feeling ko i don't deserve it kasi nakikita ko yung ibang mas may effort kesa sakin. pero di naman ako nagpapakita ng empty handed. usually, i have something to show. ayoko mapahiya so whatever it is na nagawa ko, na kahit sabihing di superb pero may sense, pinapakita ko parin.
ewan. kung ano ano lang iniisip ko. ayoko lang masabihan ng favorite kase meron nang nagsabi nun. kaibigan ko pa naman kaya parang na-back off talaga ako. basta ang bottom line, i believe i did the best i could do for my thesis, given the number of plates i had to do at the same time. kaya kung palagay ni sir e i complied with the requirements he needed and i did them the way he wanted it done, then i should stop bothering myself about what other people might say about me getting a flat one. besides, i did not ask for it. well, pajoke lang naman since we were joking about it last saturday.(yes jokes are half meant.) ang sinagot ko naman kay sir ay, "shempre gusto hahaha. if you think i deserve it, ok lang po." di ko naman sinabi na karapatdapat ako sa uno na yun.
ewan napaparanoid lang siguro ako. guilt lang siguro kase feeling ko i really did not do my best, basing it from my standards. ay ewan. peste.
magbabasa nalang ako ng harry potter.
im sorry for being a brat. i love you. :)