Monday, August 06, 2007

susundan daw niya sa london si toot. o sige libre lang mangarap. sana makarating ka dun. buti nalang at di mo sakin sinabi yan kasi kung sakin mo sinabi yan, baka pinagtawanan lang kita.

"ito ang unang araw na wala ka na...."--unang araw, sugarfree

nung unang araw ng break-up namin, yan ang nakapagpaluha sakin. ngayon, two weeks na mula nung araw na yun and im doing better. i can now laugh and smoke and feel freeeeeeeeeee. of course i still feel sad sometimes and there are moments when im really itching to text him. i guess it's just normal because i loved him and i also guess i still do. pero kahit ganun, im not going to force myself at him. i won't even beg him to take me back because im pretty sure he has already made his choice long before i even broke up with him. kelangan ko lang tlga ng self control. kelangan kong isaksak sa utak ko na di ko sha kelangan batiin sa birthday niya o kaya e bilhan sha ng regalo.


ipoposas ko na ung kamay ko.


pero nalungkot lang ako kase putangina kahit unsure sha kung may future sila ni toot, e putangina sha paren ung pinili niya. ay puta ang sakit.



sige na nga magtethesis nako.

(10:41 PM)