Tuesday, July 24, 2007

on a lighter note, somebody named Andy Ugarte just added me at multiply. sosyal, foreigner sha at ang pogi niya. i may be wrong but from what i remember, Andy Ugarte is a Candy Cutie.

(9:43 PM)




The Four of Swords card reversed suggests that while you might be seeking relief from stagnant romantic conditions, you are not yet ready to let go. Try not to overreact or overdo things in an effort to salvage a broken love connection when you might be better off lying low in order to recharge or calm your nerves. Try not to fall back in this old pattern, but don't go overboard, otherwise in an effort to avoid feeling trapped again you could be scattered or disrespectful. You need to recover your wits before making your next move. Be willing to raise your expectations or overcome fear of rejection, discovery or isolation. If you want to get back in the game or close the book on a previous chapter, look outside of your usual haunts or romantic types. Tune in to your own passion to move forward with a sense of freedom and purpose.





well at least i have a tarot card reading that is terribly accurate. wala lang.


im not going to lie. yes i feel sad.(but just not sad enough for me to cry it out.) we had this emo session in class today. (wtf emo session daw. haha. let me call this "the emo club") nag-usap usap kami nila feli tungkol sa aming kanya kanyang relationship problems.

ang ewan because im trying so hard not to talk about it but i just keep on talking about it. what hurts more is when i reminisce the happy moments that we had. feeling ko tuloy i want to take whatever i said back and just be with him again. kaso, mukhang okay lang sakanyang maghiwalay na kami. ewan ko. gustong gusto ko sabihin sa kanyang nasasaktan ako ngayon pero pinipigilan ako ng pride ko. natatakot kasi ako na baka magsorry lang sha at sabihin niyang di niya na ako mahal. pag nangyari yun putangina iiyak na talaga ako. kanina mejo muntik akong maiyak. nakita ko kasi si feli na nagtutubig yung mata habang nagkukuwento. naalala ko nanaman tuloy yung lungkot ko.

kung meron nga talagang divine providence at sakaling mabasa mo to.. mahal parin kita. nasasaktan lang talaga ako sa mga nangyayari kaya ko nasabing ayoko na. :(

Sadya ba talagang ganyan
Palakad-lakad ka't nakatungo
Sa'n patungo?
Ngayong wala ka na
Kailangang masanay na muling nag-iisa
Sa'n ka na kaya? 'Wag mo akong sisihin
Kung minsan ikay hanapin/kung minsan akong iyakinIto ang unang araw na wala ka na
Ito ang unang araw na wala ka naNasanay lang sigurong nand'yan ka
'Di ko inakalang pwede kang mawala
'Yan na nga
Nababato, nalulungkot
Luha'y napapawi ng singhot
At talukbong ng kumot

(8:53 PM)