Monday, March 05, 2007

tangina amoy tuta ung paa ko. it's not advisable to wear leather shoes without socks, footsies or stockings or whatever. kahit di nagpapawis ung paa mo, putek, amoy tuta talaga. this is the capinpin family curse. huhu.

(11:24 PM)



tanga lang ang naghihintay ng hindi darating.--garita, habang nag-aabang ng fx sa may p.noval

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this day turned out to be a very very very long day. muntik nako malate kasi 5:30 nako nagising. for some odd reason, i forgot to set my alarm and my mom had to wake me up kundi bukas nako magigising. (anyway nagsusulat lang ako dahil magbbreak muna ko kakaflash.tangina isang oras nako nakaupo dito, napagalaw ko lang ung bola, napashrink at napalaki.o ha.hahaha yak bano amputa.) then i got to school just in time. papaprint sana ako sa jolis.luckily i was the last person to have had my work printed out dahil sakin na naubos ung ink. kulang nga ng isang pang page pero sa alva nako nagpaprint.

naiinis parin ako kay maam dahil nagpapaimportante pa sha para lang sa fashion. i really hate fashion. there's so much i could've done but because i had to spend time on that stupid subject, tambak ako ng plates sa photo, sa LP at ngayon palang ako mag-aaral ng flash.tanginang yan. anyway, buti nalang at may napupulot naman ako sa pangangalikot ko ng flash ngayon. e yon, i already know what i got for the fashion show and it's 94 just because mukhang walking shorts imbis na hotpants ung suot ng girl model ko. pwede narin. ayoko na magreklamo, kulang ako ng isang plate dun, i can't afford to get anything lower than that.tae fashion lang yun. considering hindi naman tlaga un ung landas na tatahakin ko in the future. i did consider fashion once pero nung naexperience ko na, ayoko na.it's too complicated. i would rather write a 100 page essay than do 100 sketches for fashion.

magrarant nako kase puta andami kong gagawin talaga. wala lang gusto ko lang magreklamo. ayon sa photo pa, tambak nako. i've submitted only one plate at un ung reportage na ayaw pang checkan ni sir kasi mali daw ung presentation. jusmeh. tapos gusto ko na magshoot nung iba pa, pero sa kasamaang palad, sira nanaman ung camera ko and i can only borrow lyon's camera ng 4pm tomorrow afternoon pa.putek.wala lang. i have to shoot so much. i hope i have enough money for developing. huhuhu. ginastusan ko na ung sarili ko knina para di nako maghanap ng gagastusan.

nako flash is eating me alive. basta. mahirap kumapa ng emergency na. huhu.

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nakakainis. im not waiting. i really am not waiting. i can't help but stress it out some more. I AM NOT WAITING. i will keep on reminding myself a hundred times if i have to because liking you again is the last thing on my mind. oo, kahit "ga" ang tawag mo sakin. ayoko na. tama na ung gaguhin mo ko ng dalawang beses. bakit pa kita pagbibigyan. kung seryoso ka na, kumain ka ng siling pula para patunayan yon. di mo maintindihan ang gusto. kaya ayokong kausapin yun ngayon e. puta ang landi kase tapos pag bumigay nanaman ako tatarantaduhin nanaman ako. nadala nako no.gagers.

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what a way to celebrate my 101st blogspot entry.

(10:21 PM)