Monday, December 19, 2005

im singing..yes im singing...corny songs...sakin nalang kung ano yun...shet makakapatay nako sa sobrang kajologan ko..anyway...

im bored...but im excited..paskuhan naaaa....wala lang...we were supposed to go swimming today but for some icky reason, we didn't go...sana tinuloy nalang namin..anyway not elaborating on that anymore...went to school today to go grocery shopping para daw sa mga poor families...e di sige na nga...e yun tapos we ate at mcdo..dapat sa mr kabab kaya lang it's under renovation...WHAT? shempre hindi ko natanggap yun...pero ano ba ang magagawa sa mcdo rin kami nauwi...ayun my friends were planning an impromptu drinking session at jeka's house pero di nako nakasama at di rin naman natuloy..i have baking chores...will be giving cookies as presents to friends this christmas...hahai...

grarr may nakakainis akong nalaman ngayon pero secret lang...grar...kainis.pffft...


yehey paskuhan naaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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oh...i am pissed because we did not go swimming today...why...itago nalang natin sa pangalang panday...leche sha..i don't want to talk about here or anywhere else because i think it's a private thing...(although it's a social issue..surprisingly it's done by most people today...)i just don't want to talk about it here because im not in favor of it and i respect panday's right to privacy..even if im not in favor of it...

and another thing...oola is still annoying as ever..i try to be nice to him...and i will continue to be...but it does not mean that i like everything he does...somehow, i think oola rejoices everytime i leave..ewan...strange feeling lang..kasi there are times when he pushes me pag nakaharang ako when before he'd always be polite..he'd say excuse me everytime he passes by..ewan...basta ever since we fought then made up, everything's just not the same anymore...ewan but i guess that's the best thing i learned this year...change is inevitable...there are changes that you should accept...and there are also some things you can't change...yun lang..regarding oola, kung nagbago sha...there's nothing i can do anymore..i don't mean to be plastic...but that's it, im not adjusting for him..nakikisama nalang ako..if he wants his way all the time, and if he wants to push me around and cling to my favoritest friend, then so be it..i can live and i can live alone...bow..

im going to make a year ender entry...it's not going to be controversial or anything...but the main point is, there are a lot of things i learned this year...and everything i learned is something i will treasure because it has made me a better person inside and out..[eg. i don't need a boyfriend to make me feel like a better person...i don't need a boyfriend to be happy because i have friends who make me happy...yes maybe life will be a little lighter kung may boyfriend ka kasi you have something to smile about kahit baon ka na sa problema...but then,bakit? e kung may kaibigan ka rin naman na nagpapasaya sayo sa panahon ng kagipitan ok narin un...]pero yung pagmamahal ko para kay mat e hindi magbabago..UI CHAKA MOMENT...HAHAHAHA

at shempre kakinisan nako ngayon hahahaha...ok lang gumaganda nanaman ang kutis ng lola mo ulit...hmmhmmhmm!

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yun na.:)

(10:21 PM)