Friday, August 24, 2007


kamon kamote. look here:

The Five of Chalices card reversed suggests that there is a chance that you're not being honest with yourself. It's time you dealt with unresolved issues, deep fears or unfinished business, which, like a silent undercurrent or an unbridged gap in your heart, could be affecting intimacy in your relationship or love life. Staying busy, turning to familiar comforts or resorting to compulsive behavior could be covering up denial, suffering, stagnation or heartache. Genuinely come to terms with the truth by confronting or forgiving your own role in whatever it is you regret so that you can let go, move on and become more open to romance. There is a safe harbor of support and security available to you, but you might need to seek it out. Recovery and healing are inner work and can begin only after there has been acknowledgement of the hurts that have occurred.



HUWAT!?!?!?!

wala lang. labo. galit nako ulet. haha labo. labo. labo. labo. hindi. nainis lang ako. mag-e-english sana ako ngayon kaso wag na. di bagay, maghuhugas pako ng plato pagkatapos nito. inday mode in 10 minutes. anyway...

okay i cannot help it. sige na. i woke up today because of a bad dream. i dreamt my mom and dad were telling me im not a good artist and i have no future in the arts. kesho gagraduate na raw ako, wala parin akong skills. hindi daw ako magaling achuchoochoo. e yun, tapos ako daw iyak ng iyak. (which actually happens once in a million years. i have trouble crying my emotions out.strong e.haha)

e yun basta when i woke up, i felt really bad pero sandali lang hehe. i just had a quick breakfast and then i left for the office. office girl ang loka today. inday/secretary hahaha. ate menchu had to go to the bank today. my mom had to come in late because she had to shampoo her hair and i was the only person available so i took charge. i just answered the phone and did some work. when my mom came i left immediately because i had to work on my prelim plate.

when i got home, i had a texting spree with ex-boyfriend again. naglalabas lang sha ng lungkot sa akin. i find it really weird because im not angry at all. mind you, even if it looks like it, im not taking advantage of the situation. baka lang mukhang umeeksena ako pero hindi no. HINDE! imaginin mo nang sinasabi ko yan pero hindi talaga. e yun lang. actually mukha shang kawawa kasi nagusap na din kami in person ngayon. again, im not trying to squeeze myself in. di ako ganun. even during those times na si mat ay nalulungkot sa pagbbreak nila ni deng,(na im sure hindi niya iaadmit pag nabasa niya ito hahahahaha) hindi ko pinagpilitan sarili ko. excuse me, mas maganda naman ako kay deng no.(hoy mat totoo yan. bawal kumontra.beha un sabi mo, beha.HAHAHA joke lang) e yun, wala lang. unang una, ayoko ng left overs(tibay! hahaha. after everything ive been through, i think i deserve to be happy). pangalawa, ano ko tagasalo. kung magkakabalikan kami ni kabayan, gusto ko balikan niya ako kasi mahal niya ako, di dahil ako ang nandyan with open arms. hell no. im just nice to him now because that's the kind of friend that i am, not just to him but to everybody else. i guess im a better friend than a girlfriend. mas matiyaga akong kaibigan. alam ko nang hindi ako matiyagang girlfriend.


pero narealize ko, puta ang dami nilang lalake na ganyan. selfish. andami dami nila. tangina dun ako nagagalit ngayong gabi. galit ako dahil dun. madami na nga sila, nakapaligid pa sila sakin. ano to sumpa? nakakaasar lang. sobra. e yun. pucha sana pag nagkaboyfriend nako ulet, ung talaga mamahalin nako, di ung tatarantaduhin lang ako. pucha pag natarantado ako ulet, mananampal nako pramis. wala lang.


one day we will wake up and we will be happy.

(10:47 PM)



WHAT DOES YOUR NAME SAY ABOUT
YOU?:
A: you like to drink.
B: you like people.
C: you are really silly.
D: one in a million.
E: great in bed.
F: you are dead sexy.
G: you never let people tell you what
to do.
H: you have a very good personality,
looks and a very good kisser.
I: great in bed.
J: people adore u.
K: you're wild and crazy.
L: unbelievably great in bed.
M: great in bed.
N: you like to drink a LOT.
O: awesome kisser.
P: you are popular with all types of
people.
Q: you are hypocrite.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
S: easy to fall in love with.
T: you're loyal to those you love
U: you are really silly.
V: you are not judgemental
W: you are very broad minded.
X: you never let people tell you what
to do.
Y: best boy/girl friend any one can
ask for.
Z: always ready.


okay eto ako:

M: great in bed.
A: you like to drink.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
G: you never let people tell you what
to do.
A: you like to drink.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)
I: great in bed.
T: you're loyal to those you love
A: you like to drink.

anak ng kamote great in bed kagad ah. haha we'll see.JOKE HAHAHA. but i surely like drinking hehe.

eto naman.

S: easy to fall in love with.
A: you like to drink.
L: unbelievably great in bed.
V: you are not judgemental
A: you like to drink.
D: one in a million.
O: awesome kisser.
R: fuckin crazy. (in a fun way)

haha o san ka pa, great na nga, unbelievably great pa, naku tapos awesome kisser pa.awesome nga siguro.hahahaha


im bored. @_@

(10:43 AM)