Wednesday, February 14, 2007
lagi nalang akong bitin sayo...
it's pretty weird that this is the first valentines day in my entire life span that i get to be asked out on a date but chose not to go. actually i didn't go because my dad didn't let me. yes because of other people's foolish mistakes, im supposed to stay at home to prevent accidents from happening again. sheesh. i don't blame my parents for keeping me at home. kahit bantay sarado nakakaaksidente paren. nakakatawa.
wala lang parang ang ironic lang kanina. we were sharing this small spot inside the elevator. it's ironic because we're both alone this valentine's day and we're not celebrating the day together. it's just super weird because people are asking me again if im still open with the idea that there's this possibility that he might want to start things with me all over again. im not saying na ayoko na or na gusto ko pa. i'll cross the bridge when i get there. i just don't want to look stupid this time and i definitely don't want to rush things. i may have feelings for him still. ewan ko. i have that glow in my eye that just won't go away. i like someone else pero parang gusto ko lang sha because i just think it's fun and challenging to like someone who doesn't like every inch of you. i just don't want to think about this too much because school is more important right now, after maging sino ka man that is...hehe. but yes, maybe i do like him still. ewan. electricity e. i don't want to live in the past but it's just so hard not to...
can't say the campaign is going too well but im trying my very best. trying to get everything done. just have to work on my terrible sleeping habits. i can't sleep everytime gustuhin ko. just have to control myself.
must get a haircut tomorrow. it's the only thing i can do to look better on the day of the fashion show. hopefully i finish everything i need to do for the campaign so i can sew the remaining pieces of my design. will post a picture of kat wearing the outfit after i get out of this busy lifestyle. im just super glad that it fits her and that she likes it very much. naalis ung pagod ng manomanong pagtatahi.:) at least that's something to smile about...
my days have been awful. it all started when the secret was revealed. can't blame me for being angry 150% of time.