Wednesday, June 13, 2007

you say you dream of my face but you don't like me,
it doesn't matter anyway...
but you know all the right things to say,
you know it's a little too late...



nakaka-lss a.hehe. today is first day chorva. chorva simply because i can't think of any word. im not too creative today. anyway, i saw my college friends again. it was kinda weird because they had all these stories to tell, and well, i had none hehehe. it sucks when you spent your summer bumming around. i only have drinking sprees to talk about. o well, next summer will be better....hopefully.

boyfriend and i spent the afternoon together. actually, we spent the afternoon together with alfie ignoring me the whole time. i really don't understand why we still are not in speaking terms when he tells me to my face that i shouldn't worry because he is not angry at me. it doesn't make sense. why is there a weird feeling of awkwardness between us? anyway, i really don't want to ponder about it because im happy right now.

boyfriend and i listened to my mp3 player. alam na niyang may korean songs ako sa playlist ko but i really don't think he has to hear them for himself. my korean fetish is for my eyes and ears only.HAHAHAHA hay.

yes he really does love me. he just has an odd way of showing it...and that's good enough for me ...:)

(11:11 PM)

Don't cheat.
It's pretty good.
Write your answers underneath the
The answers are at the bottom, BUT
don't cheat.
Then repost this for others to answer.

1.Your favorite color out of: red,
black, green, blue, yellow

2. Your first initial?
:: M

3. What month were you born in?
:: april

4. Which color do you like more, black
or white?
:: white

5. Name one of your friends?
:: mikka

6. Your favorite number?
:: 8

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
:: driving

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean
:: lake

9. Think of a wish, but don't write it.
:: oki hehehe


1. If you choose:
Red- You are alert and your life is
full of love.
Black - You are conservative and
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you
are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones you
love and give good advice to those who
are down.
Yellow - You are a very happy person..

2. If you're initial is:
A-K You have a lot of love and
friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the
maximum & your love life is soon to
S-Z You like to help others and your
future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well
for you and you will discover that you
fall in love with someone totally

April-June: You will have a strong
love relationship that will last

July-Sept: You will have a great year
and will experience a major life-
changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,
and eventually you will find your soul

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a
different direction, it will seem hard
at the time but will be the best thing
for you, and you will be glad for the

White: You will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.

5. This person is your best friend.

6. This is how many true friends you
have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends
and your lover and yourself are very
reserved and not emotional.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to
please people but have many emotions

9. This wish will come true only if
you repost this
"Emotion Test. Don't Cheat"

(10:42 AM)

i loved you first... EMO AMPUTA. haha sikret. tangena naiiyak talaga ako jan. sakin nalang kung bakit.putangina talaga. hahaha


mejo nasesense ko nang kelangan ko nang maligo. haha sinuggest ko kay boyfriend na sabay na kami pumasok dahil alas kwatro pa klase niya e pano pa kami magkikita kasi malamang wala nakong klase mamaya. ocean's 13 na! hehehe.

yesterday, i really had this weird experience with two gay bitches. i went to bench fix convergys to have my hair cut. i brought maan along with me. they told me that their stylists would be free by 530. it was only 3:30. i really didn't mind waiting because people were listed ahead of me. ok lang talaga. nainis lang ako nung di pa dumadating ung mga nakaschedule sa oras nila. i mean, isn't a waiting customer entitled to be entertained when one of the stylists are free lalo na kapag ka di naman dumating yung nakaschedule? ok lang naman, kala ko o cge hinayaan na nila na unahin ako. nakakainis lang e itong dalawang gay bitches na naggugupit sakin ay nagpaparinig samin ni maan.(maan claims it was really for us)

there are things that i really don't understand about gay men. i used to like gay men because they always have a way of finding something to laugh about. i just don't like it when they bash people right in front of their faces. wala lang nakakabwisit lang talaga. sarap tuloy sabihin, e puta sige tirahin mo ko nang harapan, kahit anong gawin mo di ka naman magkakaroon ng pekpek. (well surgically pwede hehehe pero di naman sha magiging totoong babae.sama e noh hahaha) sorry nainis lang kasi ako kasi parang minadali pa ung pag-gupit sakin at ang sakit nung ginamit niyang way para gupitin ung buhok ko. o well, at least now i know i don't have to go back to fix convergys.

im not generalizing gay men because i have gay friends. it's just the bitches that i don't like.yung tipong they think they always have a way with anything. ilan lang sila. i really have nothing against them. naiinis lang tlga ko dun sa mga bading na impakta kasi sila ang nagbibigay ng masamang impression sa mga bading.

(10:24 AM)