"kung kasalanan ang titigan ka, tinamaan na siguro ako ng kidlat ngayon"
-batid ng konsensya ni gari
i feel ok now..im not worried anymore..or im not sad in anyway...wala lang feeling ko kasi i let go of something i've been keeping inside me..well at least a bit of it haha...i wonder why good conversations with mat don't last...just when the conversation moved on to a juicer topic, we suddenly had to part...i swear i saw something coming..i hope i was not dreaming...@_@hmm..ok lang at least i said something that really mattered..at least i think it matters...i think i said something like, ayoko nang mahurt kaya ayoko sana na makasama ka kasi nagkakagusto lang ako sayo...e kaya lang ano bang magagawa ko e hindi ko rin naman matiis na tulungan ka...or hindi kita matiis kaya in the process nasasaktan din ako kasi alam ko naman hindi masusuklian yung mga ginagawa ko...at least i knew he was listening and he understood dahil for once hindi na sha tumawa dun sa sinabi ko...darn it..see what happens when it's 2am and you're standing at the sidewalks of commonwealth...sabi ko tuloy sumakay ka na nga baka ano pa masabi ko dito...haha...
drat..hindi ko nasabi na sana hindi niya ako hinihiritang kesho may kasama nakong iba sa valentines day kasi naooffend ako..it's like pushing me away without intending to...
winner line of the night:
"gusto mo ba maglistahan tayo ng hirap?akala mo ba nung mga panahong ginigising kita may pasok ako non? kaya lang ako gumigising dahil kailngan kitang gisingin...nag-aalarm lang ako para gisingin ka..."
oo na leche ka kung di lang kita mahal matagal na kita sinukuan...
i don't know why i think you're so adorable...
life is still a bitch, and so am i. you either love me or hate me. YAYAMAN DIN AKO. haha --margarita