Monday, March 24, 2008

nag-aalaga ako ng bebe kanina nang makita ko ang polo binili ni mama para kay rico na gagamitin pang gradball. para lang akong sinampal kase un din ung polong binili namin ni kabayan sa sahara nung magshopping kami sa trinoma bago magdefense.

leche ayokong isipin pero di ko maiwasan kase pareho pala kami ni mikka ng monthsary. march 25 naging kami at september 25 naging si mikka at si marbs kaya parehong 25 ang monthsary namin. screw monthsaries. di naman talaga sinecelebrate ang monthsary. inlab na inlab lang siguro kami noon kaya namin sinecelebrate. but what the heck, tapos na kami kaya di ko na kelangan magrationalize tungkol dun.

i just wish he'd stop texting me. i feel like a fool trying hard not to be that accommodating at the same time, still trying be my usual self so that he wouldn't think im trying too hard to push him away. sabi nga ni lucas scott, when a person stops missing you, you're very much screwed. siguro the only thing im proud of right now is that, of all the text conversations we had, he was the one who texted first. good thing i erased him from my phone book so i can finally have a "life" away from him. senseless dahil memorize ko pero nawawala din ung urge to text him kaya ok narin.

hay ewan ko puta. at the back of my mind, im still wishing he'd remember that we fell in love exactly a year from today. tangina ang pathetic.


tutulog na nga ako. para nakong moomoo.

(11:59 PM)