Friday, May 04, 2007
- it's been months since i last had contact with her. it just makes me wonder why she still takes time to check my multiply account when i don't really care about them anymore. it's not that i have issues, it's just weird. seryosong nakakapagtaka. she can just add me if she wants. i really don't mind.
- the things that we really want are the things we can't have. bakit ganun? don't we deserve to have at least a portion of what we desire?
- our maid is leaving and she's not sure whether she's coming back. how are we going to get through the rest of the summer. i don't intend to take charge of the house. i am not domesticated. i can only cook, wash dishes and water the plants. i can't clean, wash clothes or feed the cats because im not very good at it.
- give me a sign if you're still alive because you are not replying and it's unfair that i get screamed at for not replying to any of your messages. injustice to mehn. i am the girlfriend after all. pag-ibig nga naman.
mat the answer to your question is:
i love him, but i just don't love him enough. i have no idea what is enough. i just know that i do. i just don't like that he's immature and we don't like the same things. maybe things will get better. im praying it will. i don't exactly want a lasting relationship right now.(hahangarin ko nalang yun pag mag-aasawa nako.) i just want a relationship that's worth it, meaning, i want to be treated well and i want to do the same to him.
1. are you missing someone right now?
2. are you happy?
-- not really, just right
3. are you talking to anyone right now?
-- i was... hehe
4. are you bored?
-- sort of.
5. are you german?
-- no, indian hehe. joke lang. 100% pinay, or i dunno, 80% pinay, 20% chicken
6. are you asian?
7. are you chinese?
8. are you asian?
-- gago ka ba?
9. are your parents still married?
10. do you love someone right now?
-- yellow roses pero mums will do.
-- yellow and fenk
-- ever forever.JOKE HAHAHAHA. hinde sm narin.
-- mostly alternative or american indies...
-- a lot.
-- i used to like the summer season but it's so freaking hot, di na kaya ng powers ko.
-- i will have to say cats because that's what we have.
-- hmm... adprac nalang because it's challenging.
-- quezon city! hahaha
2. hair color:
-- jet black
-- baby cologne
4. hair style:
-- ewan ko na. di naman sumusunod buhok ko e.
5. eye color:
-- madami haha
-- pwede na
8. skin color:
-- NO. dammit. HAHAHA
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?
2. do you believe in love?
-- of course
3. why did your last relationship fail?
-- was it even a relationship.
4. have you ever been heartbroken?
-- several times.
5. have you ever broken someone's
6. have you ever fallen for one of
your best friends?
-- HAHAHAHA no comment.
7. have you ever liked someone but
never told them?
-- hmmm no, i have this thing for confessions e kaya lahat ng nagustuhan ko, one way or another alam nila na nagkagusto ako sa kanila.
8. are you afraid of commitment?
-- i am now committed but i just realized that im not ready for it yet but now i can't do anything about it.
9. has someone ever kissed your hand?
-- of course.:D
10. have you ever had a secret admirer?
-- malay ko, secret nga e
TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or lust
2. hard liquor or beer:
-- hard.....liquor! ahahahaha
3. night or day
4. one night stands or relationships:
5. television or internet:
-- pwedeng both? hahaha
6. pepsi or coke:
7. wild night out or romantic night in:
-- romantic night nalang, di naman ako wild e
8. colored pictures or black and white
-- black and white nalang
9. phone or in person:
-- in person
10. friendster or myspace:
TEN HAVE Y0U EVER's.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking
2. have you ever kissed s0meone you
-- saan sa cheek? hahaha
3. have you ever done something you
-- i regret having to hide my grades because i have been hiding my grades since 1st sem last year.
4. have you ever bungee jumped?
5. have you ever been on a house boat?
-- house boat?
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw
7. have you ever wanted someone so
badly it hurts?
-- HAHAHAHA no comment.
8. have you ever gone out with your loved
9. have you ever danced in the rain?
-- almost hehe
10. have you ever had a hang over?
-- several times.