Wednesday, December 12, 2007

"a toast to sons who abandon their mothers and to the sluts who take them away." -- corazon

i love maging sino ka man. haha super.

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minsan iniisip ko kung talagang maarte lang ako or what. ngayon feeling ko super wala talaga shang pakialam sakin. naiinis ako kasi sa totoo lang, feeling ko mas mahal ko sha kesa mahal niya ako. ewan ko, nababanas nanaman siguro ako. lagi ko naman shang binabanggit dito kasi para sakin, sha lang yung bagay na nahihirapan akong intindihin. parang pinadadali niya tuloy yung thesis ko. im starting to feel like im always the one who's making an effort to please him. i'm always the one doing things for him. i'm always the one who goes out of my way to see him. punyeta nakakainis na tlga. napapagod nako. and now he tells me he won't go to the class party if his friends won't go. e puta what if i want him to go with me? he won't go kasi wala yung friends niya. tangina. tangina nakakaasar tlga. hay.

ewan ko. magtithesis nalang ako para di ako mawindang sa kanya.

(9:08 PM)