Thursday, January 11, 2007

at least we're getting somewhere. kala ko wala na tlga. nawawalan nako ng pag-asa kase naman tangena wala akong pera pang finance ng designs ko at wala pako naapruban. taeng buhay yan. and to think i have to make an appointment with the couturier(sp?) para alam niya na may tatrabahuhin sha para sakin. para di tumanggap ng iba. ewan tangena ducos apruban mo na kami.

im also glad the model problem is over. i think. model ko na si maan at si JP. sana ok na tlga si JP kase tae ayoko na maproblema. i think my money problem is enough to take 2 years off my lifetime. ewan. e yun i just hope things turn out great and well...less costly. pardon my grammar. im trying not to bother about perfecting my grammar because if i do, then it befits the purpose of keeping my blog to myself.

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nabother lang ako. (i am intentionally trying not to talk about allen anymore pero wala akong magawa so sorry.) nakakaleche kasi. why would he purposely avoid me when all i did was to ask kung galit ba sha sakin. i didn't think it was a big deal. hello. i couldn't see anything wrong about it because i felt i needed to ask. kasi naman kakatapos lang nung first day fly namin noon. sobrang ok naman kami during the whole shoot. we even went home together. it even seemed like we were becoming good friends tapos all of a sudden biglang di niya na ako kakausapin. di ko naintindihan kasi nun. bakit kelangan maging ganun sha. nakakaasar tlga tapos hanggang ngayon di paren niya ako kakausapin because of that small incident na tinanong ko lang sha kung galit sha saken. buti nga i cared to ask e because i thought we were sort of friends already. you know, this is why i despise men so much. ang complicated nila. they're so hard to read and they don't know exactly what they want. ewan ko tlga.

hay nako. buti nalang i don't crush him anymore. alam mo un, cute ka nga kapag ngumingiti ka pero ung ugali mo talaga kakaiba. di bale nalang. i don't think i have the patience to put up with your temper. nagsisisi tlga ako i did all that stuff because i thought things would work out fine. ok lang. tae sino may sabing aantayin ko pa sa sakayan yun. never again.

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"cute ba si maita?--sir vicedo"

of course. i nod in approval.:P

(1:46 PM)