Monday, February 26, 2007
nakakatawa. bakit naman niya naisip na chismosa ako when in the first place sha naman ang nagkwento sakin nun. im sorry for remembering every single moment i spent with you because to me those moments are priceless. pardon me for remembering everything(well almost) we talked about because it's just me to remember every little bit of your expensive attention. why does it seem like we were never even friends?
grabe ibang level na to. you won't even spare me a glance and you would rather talk to someone you used to not like over me? did i not make you laugh? as a friend, was i wrong to greet you on christmas day? on new year's eve and on valentines day when in fact the whole world is celebrating all these occasions. ang weird talaga. just because i used to like you or maybe i still do means you have to ignore me for the rest of our damned lives. im going to stop lying about not liking you anymore. i like you still so very much.pardon my grammar. gustong gusto parin kita talaga kahit isa ka sa mga pinaka-asungot na nakilala ko sa buong buhay ko. im sorry but i still think your smile is priceless and your attention would be god's best gift to me. i would give anything to be okay with you again. okay is good enough. im not asking for your love.
im too chicken to even tell this to his face. well not exactly.kaya ko mehn. it's just that if i do tell this to him personally, without a doubt, he will stop talking to me forever. susumpain niya ako at kahit tignan niya ako e hindi na niya gagawin. at higit sa lahat, mas kakausapin niya ung babaeng tikoy at pansit na yan. oo na, wala nakong boobs, di ako inchik at mas lalong wala akong endless supply ng tikoy. at oo, pasensya na kung sa mata niya e chismosa ako kahit na sa kanya naman nanggaling yung kwento na yon. tenkyu naman sa pagpapamukha sakin na parang di tayo naging magkaibigan, na di tayo nanood ng cinemalaya magkasama at umuwi ng sabay habang naglalakad sa ilalim ng bumubuhos na ulan.
ang labo niya talaga.